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More Mood Swings and Girl Petty-ness
Friday, May 18, 2007

YESTERDAY, THURSDAY!

Guess what, I record my days on my planner again! But I do them through drawings and colored pencils. I don't use the blogging method anymore because I do that HERE and not on my planner. My planner lacks space, seriously. My May 17 page was very colorful and happy, indeed. I have no idea why, but it is, so deal with it. I just realized my previous post was so "cool"-infested and "Ha-ha" and "He-he" infested as well.

I woke up early (and I woke up the person who was supposed to wake up early a.k.a. Trish) because said person has AFC. We brought our breakfast to the car because we were running late. Breakfast was: 4 hot dogs and a bowl of ketchup. I didn't feel like eating, so I ate only half of it. I was alone for most of the first hour, I didn't see anyone I know. Then Arrel passed by jogging, so there, one person I know. Ha. Then Forest arrived to watch CJ! Now that's TWO people! Then, Nela was there too! She had soccer (duh.) so I finally had company. YEY. I talked to Forest for quite sometime, and the boy has grown way taller than before. =)) After their soccer, Nela, Ianah (her sister) and my sister went to McDonalds. We ate the Shrek meal. It's gross-looking but certainly not gross-tasting. I particularly loved the Green Apple Float. The sauce was decolorized Honey Mustard, man. I remember last summer. Too many memories. It still owns the Best Summer Award. I swear, it really, truly is. I wish I can go back. I wish it remained forever.

Moving on, we went to the GS covered courts after McDo. We played mock-basketball. There were very few people so we had rings to use. I have NO chance at the sport, eh? :( I was able to shoot the ball from the free throw line though! That's the exercise. I was supposed to go jogging but I left my shoes. That's estufid.

I went to Jollibee to meet up with Rica after that, but then I found out she went to McDo. So I went to McDo. I found Rica with Ryan. And they were with Wence, Pao, Kael, Paulo, Saso, and I can't remember if there are anyone else. We were planning the AFS schedule/calendar, and Ryan was making suggestions, while Paulo was poking us. Haha! They helped me fill up my planner adress book! Yeah! I'm ALMOST, almost done with it. ONE more to go. Yeah, yeah, old school, but whatever, it's a goal and a goal will always be a goal.

After that, I went to SEP already. Geometry! Two column proofs are SO amazing. It reminds me too much of PEM. When we had PEM, we had 2 page proofs, and that's short. More often than not, we even have 5 pages of notebooks for ONE problem. And there was one time I filled up 8 or so pages for one problem. It used up 8 bond papers ata or something, basta, it's SO long. I still have my manual, I think. Geom is the shorter version of it. Okay, nerd-OM.

Then Chem was fine too, except for the fact that my being not able to watch Spiderman was rubbed in. Oh my. Sir Chua said I was the only person in the world who hasn't seen it. Is that cruel or what? Holy. Holy. We discussed some Chemistry-related things again. Duh? I was using Vinci's ID because I forgot mine, and no one noticed! It just proved the fact that Filipinos are just hypocrites with security. I mean, come on, the check-the-bags at the malls are fraud. They don't even look inside the bags! They just poke it and chit-chat. Ha.

After Chem, I had a big-time trouble. 3 important clues: It's triangular, it's feminine, and it needed female help. There. And after solving it, Mom and Trish and I went to Libis to have Nail Art! We called Nela and Ianah so that they could come with us. We met up at ClubSixFifty and had our nails done. Pretty. My designs were: PALETTE and BEES. Alternate, I have pictures, but my laptop's shit so I can't put them here. The screen's kind of busted, and I can only send it there through infrared since my bluetooth device is shit too. Boo. And now I'm gonna stack my phone with unposted pictures.

We went to Seisha after McDo at Eastwood. Tita Lau, Ate Marie, AJ and Ate Diana were there. We left Mom and went to Nela's place to hang out. We spent the time mostly oogling our nails. That's when I found out my laptop was busted. Bummer.

All the same, it was an incredible day.


TODAY, FRIDAY

It's a LOW DAY. Seriously, it's emotionally stressful. I can't pinpoint what caused that but yeah. I'll just tell you what happened.

(I haven't drawn the day yet on my planner so I'm racking my memory here.)

I picked up Nela and Ianah before I went to Ateneo, and we wanted to go to McDo Katips. They said that it was the Reviews break and there were too many people, but I said it'd be quicker to have take out instead of drive through, but they said drive through. So when we saw that the line was insane, we went to the drive through lane, but it was NOT moving. : I suggested that we go to Wok Dis Way instead, and they said yes. :D Pau's barkada was there too! (Paulo, Ryan, Alex, Drew, Alec, Marci, Leo, Rica, I can't remember!) Trish and I were still fighting because of the McDo thing, and I know we were pissed at each other. Migo went to Alex to sing his original song. (Alex and Alex *Cada* sitting on a tree! K-I-S-S-I-N-G!) I fed Pau's ego with my shirt. WAHA. He wrote on my planner yesterday "To my biggest fan! -Paulo *signature*, and I showed up today with a P on my shirt. Haha!

I went to SEP after, Geometry. I was ALMOST late, but the teacher was late-er! I left my Geom notebook at home so I had to use my Chem notebook, and I also had to uh, answer the worksheet again since mine was at the notebook. Normally, I don't answer/recite, but I answered on the board today! It was making proofs and I enjoy it too much. NERD. Numbers are my best-est friends.

EVERYONE'S GOING TO EASTWOOD (!!!) ! I can't go! It's my parents and their notion that Eastwood at night means barhopping! We're minors for heaven's sake! I won't go barhopping! It's not like I even WANT to, I'm an AA girl, and AA girls (mostly *wink*) are goody two-shoes. Anyway, they're 14 or so! AND I CAN'T COME! I hate it. PLUS I have no transpo, Migo has OT and he has to be picked up at 6 and brought home. SO no transpo for me. And that was ALMOST solved, sleepover at someone's house! BUT, here goes my parents and their notion that we can't go to sleepovers! :(( They're afraid something might happen to us, blah blah. People can sleep over HERE, but we can't sleep at THEIR houses. Argh. =(( My parents are very traditional, but I think sooner or later, I'll see the light and thank them. :) I just hope I can go to Ewood tonight. I want to see Shrek!

And then Chem. That was the peak of my moody-ness. I felt really bad for some reason, it's like something was totally going wrong. Why? I don't know. We did the balancing of equations, and it was fairly easy. It distracted me from my mood, but then it's so fast to do so I was back to moping again. (Yeah, yeah, numbers geek. Whatever, who cares.) I was trying to laugh with Mae and when Gustave and Jack were poking me and I had to guess who was, but it was what Mae calls poker face smile/laugh (which was very hard to do because of the braces!!!). I wish I get rid of the mood.

I felt lonely. Really lonely. Tears were brimming already, I was lonely. I felt really alone. (Okay, you get the point, I know.) No one was there and everyone had their own lives. My friends had other friends, and it shot a pang of god knows what through me when they spend time with them and not me. Coincidentally, my Mom sent me a quote from Richie Rich, "It's just something that happens when you grow up. You realize it's less important to have many friends and it's more important to have real ones." But then again, how do I choose who is real? :(

The day couldn't get any more EMO. =))

Oh yeah! I didn't have money. I've been virtually penny-less the past three days. I have no idea why I spend money too fast and have next to nothing after. =)) Ha-ha! I should ask for a raise of allowance. Poor girl, I know. I LOST MY WALLET! Not really lost it, but I can't find it. I know it's here or in Dad's car somewhere. I just KNOW. =(( There are SO many important things there and I hope I find it soon enough. And yeah, I have not tried looking for it. Irresponsible, I know. But then again, I didn't look for my Kenneth Cole watch but I found it. Maybe it'll be the same for my wallet. Or maybe not? Whatever.


I want need to go tomorrow to meet up with Rica and finish the calendar. Please don't go AFC-ing Rica and meet with me while they are AFC-ing. Haha! I also want to go jogging. Is Mom going to think I'm up to something again? I hope not. :( I want to Sibol too. Trish already asked, but I don't know the answer. Or I'm afraid to ask? I'm afraid of a NO? Ha. What's wrong with Sibol? I can arrange my transpo. :D

LOL. Whine, whine.

:)

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Ateneo de Manila University;
Management Engineering;
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