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Words
Monday, December 31, 2007

Okay I just HAVE to share this:
I feel violated. -Kobe Bryant, LA Lakers, #24
(Might I remind you why he changed from his old number 8 to 24. Reason: 23 + 1 = 24)

New year, new life, new older shorts for the LA Lakers? In all fairness, I kinda like it on him. It's so old school. Wait, is that an omen representing his AGE? Oh no, Kobe, you're getting older. Shame, I rather like you. Well, I understand that you're in the middle of some traumatic press experiences and management blues, but one can not begin to question your greatness when it comes to basketball. I mean, sure, Tony Parker looks hotter that you, but well, you're still the first basketball player that I've KNOOOOWN...about. No one beats the 23 + 1 guy, even though you're so full of yourself, I gotta admit. Oh and by the way, the Spiderman-inspired shoes work. ;))

Now, off to the real issue when it comes to ME, ME, ME. The biggest issue hounding my subconscios is actually female hormones. I think the reason for my incredible hatred of the December 20s are very emotional (or rather, hormonal) in nature. I usually get my period every 19 or 21 days. Yeah, yeah, I know. Why's the cycle so short? Well, maybe because I'm long? My life needs balance, you know. Well, that's pretty much going off-topic. Here are things that you should bea ware of when you mess with me when it's a week before my period, odds are, you'll have me a) yelling at you, b) crying my heart out secretly, c) giving you the cold shoulder, or d) all of the above. (Note to self: Don't make decisions when you're a week away from bleeding, or your heart will bleed along with your vagina. Try me. Note to people who read my note to self: Try me is actually a dare, and you're not supposed to try.)

Think of it this way, if what guys hate most about being guys is (according to Francis anyway, I don't know about other people, haven't asked yet) having to be the one to say sorry even though you don't a really have a fault to a girl, the worst thing about being a girl is the feeling that you can't possibly have done anything wrong...all by yourself anyway. The blame should be directed to the excessive amount of estrogen in our body. We don't really want to be like this. We're actually avoiding to be like this, but we can't help it. Earlier today, around 11 am, I was in the car on the way to Megamall (to get my planner, beybeh!), and I was in tears. I couldn't help it. My nose had this tingling feeling and suddenly, my eyes were producing these...liquid that I refuse to call tears. Because I am not SAD. Neither am I excessively happy. Tears only happen when you're REALLY sad and REALLY happy. Since I am neither, I call the funny liquid Drops of Frustration. Woah, could be a nice name for a candy.

And it didn't rub off.

I bought Ice Cream from Snowstorm, and I snapped at the girl behind the counter. Damn it, I asked for the ice cream with loads of chocolate in in, the ones with BITS of chocolate and not the ones that tasted like chocolate. But what? She gave me chocolate ice cream with cherry. Where the hell did the cherry come from? It's a good thing my Mom pulled me away to breathe before I said anything. I was FRUSTRATED over nothing. Hell, ice cream can't really mean ANYTHING, right? I'm lying. I'm not frustrated over nothing. I was frustrated over SOMETHING. But that something is hardly the topic here, so what the hell. Save that for later. I was waiting outside of the department store, and I got so pissed off that the ice cream did not have chocolate bits (smart, right?), that I crushed the cup and threw it away (while mentally saying sorry to the kids who never got to taste ice cream). How childish. Hours later, I was at Shopwise, Libis, and I saw ice cream. And I was like, What. A. Stupid. Spur-of-the-moment. Reaction. What was the point?

What's the point in going on?

Simple. Because in the end, things work out just fine. You can't really have a happy life if you haven't had any sad or frustrating or confusing experience to compare it with, right? Right? Okay, I'm pretty much trying to convince myself now. Thing is, I loved how my 2007 was. Things worked out pretty well. It started in a rather emotional way, with me trying to find myself and working out priorities. Then some people came to my rescue. My friends, you guys know who you are. They grabbed me from that pile of ditch I was swimming in, washed me with lukewarm water and dressed me again. And here, I present to you, Bianca of 2007. Happy and so contented with life. I was bored part of the year, but as it progressed, I found joy in the simplest things. Even a text message can brighten up my day. A ballpen from Trisha can save my note-taking obssession. A little bite of my Mom's lasagna will make us all smile. And a tight, squeezing hug from a friend or my little brother can make my day. Friends to come over and see our games are big, big pluses too! (Shout out to Alyssa, Meryl, Drew, Paulo, Marci, Ryan, Alex, Brian, Sam, Anna Q!, Trisha, and all the other AA people who watched us!) Little things make me happy. I just wish those little things will not remain in this blessed spunkfectacular year.

I can't put anything more in words. I'm just so oddly contented, yet I feel like I lost things. Words, words. In the end, it's all we really have. The right words, or the wrong one, they're nothing but words. And we have to make do with what we have.

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Blog-worthy Birthday Moments
Friday, December 28, 2007

I expected a boring birthday. In-frigging-credibly B-O-R-I-N-G. (Born On Regular Inning, Nothing Going) Proof? Well, hell. I'm gonna go grab my (new!) (Nokia :c) cell phone and search amongst the, uh, Sent Items.
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To: Marcilla, Cheese
Waiting for the car. Hahaha! I'm booored on my birthday, kamusta naman yun. (Blah Blah Blah)
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To: Marcilla, Cheese
Hahaha! Bitter ko today, amp. =)
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To: Marcilla, Cheese
Ewan ko. Baka kasi I don't have any idea what I wanna do today, bored. Frustration building up!!!
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To: Donato, Bo
Boring. :c
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To: Donato, Bo
Ang panget ng mood eh! : Saan kayo pupunta today?
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To: Donato, Bo
I dunno. Go to House of Minis to eat. Mom wants to go there eh. Then The Fort? Fully Booked? Saya na nun. X) Pero di rin. Pucha. Wala ako sa mood. Bad triiip. :(
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To: Donato, Bo
Damn! Dayuin niyo ko sige. XD CHEERMEUP (Blah Blah Blah)
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To: Ramos, Alexis
(Blah Blah Blah) Alam mo ba! Nakita ko yung best friend ko sa Fun Ranch...habang nagbabalot yung Nanay ko ng regalo para sa kanya. Heh. Pupunta silang Galle. Di Pa GHills eh, dun ako pupunta. : Ganyan ako ka-bitter. :l Ha-ha.
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I didn't REALLY feel the birthday spirit. LET ME BEGIN WITH LAST NIGHT.
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In the morning, my Mom told me that my laptop won't be arriving 'till January. Well, I didn't mind it at all. I'm gonna get it anyway, so why bother? I don't need to receive it exactly on the date of my birthday, right? But then she said, she still wants to get me something and asked me if I wanted a phone. I said, sure. As long as it has INCREDIBLE messages memory. My long-time dream. Unlimited memory! She instructed me to text her the unit that I want, so well.
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I got home from watching Sakal Sakali Sakalo Saklolo and used the PC. Wondering WHAT in the world I'm doing on my birthday. Depressed mode, coz Global Fun seemed so...malabo. I was ITCHING to have some sort of...FUN. Weirdos. (: I wasn't even supposed to watch! Apparently, my Dad said NO at the last minute. But dear old Trish managed to convince him to allow US to watch, since I don't want to watch on my birthday. That would be riddiculous, right? So anyway. When Dad got home, Mom called for me. I went to them, and SURPRISE! I got a New Phone! It's NOKIA THOUGH! OH MY GOD. Oh. My. Frigging. God. BUT I'M A SONY GIRL! :(( A SONY GIRL!!! OH NO. I was panicking. Ha-ha! But I couldn't do a thing naman eh, so I just TRIED to learn how to use Nokia (WHICH I didn't do very well on, might I just add). Nokia 6120 Classic's the unit. It's slim and pretty. I kinda like it now, a lot. It has incredible memory space for messages, so that does it.
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After that, what? I didn't have anything planned for my birthday. So whatever. I slept at 1AM, and woke up at 2AM. (Pau was calling my phone around 1:20AM. HAHAHAHA! SARRY! WAS ASLEEP! Malas, amp.) We left the house 2:30AM to go to Quiapo. Mom, Trish and I were attending the 4AM mass. It was a good mass, very...solemn. I loved the music, I loved the song, I loved the atmosphere. What bothered me was the priest. Para siyang Halloween magsalita. Brrr. And soon after, we went to Tropical to grab some breakfast, and went home again.
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I slept till my Mom woke me up. I was pissed coz I was EXTREMELY sleepy. I dressed up, and picked a dress shirt. A really, really dressy-not-meant-for-playing dress shirt. Trish was all "Ate, ang panget. 'Wag." And pissed Bianca snapped at the poor kid. "Damn it, let me wear what I want to wear, for Christ's sake." WELL, NOW I WISH I LISTENED TO HER.
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We were SUPPOSED to go to The Fort, but then Mom wanted to go to the Ortigas Area first. Sooo, okay. I WAS SO BORED. I was texting the whole time and snapping at everyone. I was thinking, stupid, why did I make my mother cancel the Singapore trip anyway? Lazy, lazy bitch. And why didn't I push my father to give me that McDonalds Kiddie Party that I wanted SO MUCH. Then I remembered, oh yeah, I got the phone, I'm getting the laptop. Be contented. It's a pretty good birthday gift. But still, the kid inside me WANTED FUN, NOT TECHY STUFF. I wanted to HAVE FRIGGING FUN! AND I WAS SOOOO incredibly bored! We ended up eating at Gerry's Grill at Tiendesitas, and I was kinda texting lang and laughing in a forced way. Hey, I was bored. And I had one of the girly mood swings. : TSK. Ungrateful woman! Ha-ha! SORRY! :(
My Mom wanted to go to Active Fun to get the pictures from Migo's birthday party. And I SO wanted to use the bathroom already. The bathroom was upstairs, near Space Balls. Or what was it called? Yeah. There. And my Mom would NOT let me go! She kept saying, wait for me! I'm dizzy (she had a Margarita, damn?). And she forced me to go to the LITTLE GIRL BATHROOM at Active Fun. HOW SHAMEFUL. Little did I know...
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Little did I know...
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...That the main reason for NOT making me go up (and find my LOST sister, Tricia), was...
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...save that for later. Ha-ha!
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Finally, Mom brought me upstairs. We went to Space Balls (WHAT DO YOU CALL IT?), and I saw the sign "Bianca's Birthday Party!".
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Girl: For Bianca's party?
Mom: She's Bianca.
Bianca: Huh? Duh?
Girl: Ah, go up na lang po. Sa labas yung stairs.
Bianca: Mom, sa sobrang gusto kong mag-Kiddie Party, pati yung party sa taas kapangalan ko! MAN. :l
Mom: Sandali, akyat tayo, naiihi ako.
Bianca: Mom, ano ka ba! May nag-bbirthday diyan!!!
Mom: *opens the door*
Bianca: *sees na walang tao* Ma, buti walang tao. Nakakahiya tayo. *looks around* Wala naman pong banyo dito eh.
Mom: *goes straight inside*
Bianca: Maaaaaaaa.
THEM: SURPRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISE!!! *NOISE, NOISE, NOISE!*
Bianca: WAAA! HAHAHAHAHAHA! =)) *HUGS!*
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It was friggin' AWESOME! :)) Trish, Alyssa and Tep planned it pala! Nung birthday pa ni Migo! AWWWWW. :X :> :)) HERE ARE THE MOST AWESOME PEOPLE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD (THOSE WHO WENT TODAY!!!)
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MY SANTAS!
Alyssa
Teptep
Trish
Mom
Dad
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MY LITTLE ELVES. HAHAHA!
Arianne
Migo
Meryl
Maan
Trisha
Ianah
Nela
Regine
Marci
Paulo
Bo
Saso
Leo
Lidi
Jesy
Cayco
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DID I MISS ANYONE? :)) IT WAS AWESOME! We played sa Play Area, and shot some...uh, CANON BALLS! HAHAHAHAHA! GOD. I CAN'T PUT IT IN WORDS! Basta, we played, and got sooooo ROWDY. And, we ate merienda! I didn't really get to eat coz I had to, uh, tend to my brother. He was having one of HIS moods and well, hell. WILD KID. But I love him all the same! I have 2 cakes! THEY'RE IDENTICAL! Except one has a candle, and the other one has a dedication. "Happy Birthday Bianca! -CPG". Buy one-take one eh, kidding! The one with the candle came from Alyssa and all the rest! THANKS A WHOLE LOT! :X :">
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After eating, we went back to the play place. And the memories...I shall keep them forever. FOREVER. We played Ice-Ice-Water. I got rid of the Little Blue Box. I got SO amazed by the floating balls! And the raining balls! And I got hit by Paulo and Marci's incredibly aimed canon balls. : SWACK. :O AND WE TOOK PICTURES! HAHAHAHAHAHA. My Mom gave all of them little stuffed toys. It's actually a pig, but it has a bee costume on. I have no idea why? It's called BIG, according to Bo. According to Trish, it was a combination of ME and HER. Ha? =)) Trish (and Alyssa and Tep ba???) got me this REALLY cute green ball that lights up and stuff!
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OH YEAH. Before everything. I saw Alyssa and Reg at the Toy Barn! Gulat ako eh. One word: Katangahan. Mukha kong tanga. Sabi ni Mommy, ilayo ko daw sila. YUN PALA. AKO YUNG DAPAT NILANG ILAYO. But hey, I was sincere. I REALLY had kwento. ;) I was supposed to go to Greenhills and have my phone uh, open-line, so I could use the K700i for Sun. I can NEVER let go of that phone. SONY ERICSSON ROCKS MY SOCKS. (: And probably get a planner? I want the black one from Power Books eh! I NEED THAT! Sa Shang, sana meron pa. HAY. Or Mega! Damn.
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THANK YOU GUUUUUUUUUUYS! THIS, BY FAR, IS THE FRIGGING BEST BIRTHDAY I'VE EVER, EVER, EVER HAD COZ OF THE SURPRISE AND THE AMOUNT OF FRUSTRATION YOU GUYS LIFTED. >:D<>

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Simbang Gabi
Sunday, December 16, 2007

Okayyyy. Two years ago, I think I completed the 9 masses. And I remember my wish. HAHAHA! Something to do with my Junior Prom and K.B. It's a wish I don't want fulfilled anymore. I can't believe I'm a Junior now and am having ze prom in 7 Fridays. I feel so old, even if I'm younger than most of my classmates (NOT for long! Ha! I'll soon be 16 too!) It's the same feeling I feel whenever I wear my white HS Gala Uniform. Oh man, just about a few years ago, I'd look at the Ates whenever they're in the white long sleeves and pretty collar and think of them as...uh, I d'noe, regal? Old? I never, ever saw myself wearing it. But, in a month or so, I'll be wearing it again. Okayyy, off topic again. See! Sakit ko na yan eh, always, always going off-topic. So, and last year, I think KNOW I completed the dawn masses, and I remember my wish. I don't believe it ever, ever came true. Too bad. This year, I plan on completing it, and I wonder...am I supposed to be *thinking* of my wish WHILE going to mass or should I just wish AFTER I completed the 9 masses? Coz I'm not quite sure what I should be wishing for now. I have 2 wishes, but one is utterly selfish and one's...I'm not sure yet. But say, what if I think of the 2 wishes while I go to mass every morning and then choose at the end? Will it work? I don't think my wishes ever come true. :( But then if they did come true, then the present would have ceased to exist. If they did come true, I'd never, ever have the ideas, the people, the etc. that I have now. Maybe, just maybe, God not giving in is a blessing in disguise? A leeway that led me to the present? Maybe. Or maybe not. Or maybe. Oh man god, GIMME A SIGN, WILL `YA? I won't tell you what the wishes are, maybe they'll come true some time, who knows. And I remember, if you tell someone what your wish is, it won't come true.


Enough ramblings.

My mother woke me up at exactly 3:29 AM. I remember because the moment I opened the bedroom door, my phone's alarm sounded. And I set it at 3:30AM. And I took my bath, and dressed up! And Trish woke up, said she WANTS to go, so she took her bath. We were late...sort of. Inabutan lang namin ay 2nd reading. Haha! Trish kasiiii, next time, wake up when I wake you up. I slept at around 11:30 last night, and I woke up EVERY 20 MINUTES! Either I was excited, or I was dreaming of something happy. Dayng! Shout outs! Hoy Teeeeep, nagsimba ka ba? Hindi kita nakita sa church! But I saw Kuya Ian with the pretty petite girl. Parang last year nagsusulyapan lang sila sa simbang gabi, this year, magkatabi na sila. Heh. Marciiiii, gumising ka ba naman? AT ALYSSA, madaya kayo. Your 'dawn' mass is at NIGHT :


There's something about the priest's homily that caught me off-guard, and that's what I wanted to write about, BUT dangit, I can't remember what it was! All I remember was staring at the lights of the Capiz Parol flashing unceasingly in this utterly timed (albeit ridiculous) pattern. I memorized it. There are 8 bulbs, each located at the end of each of the 8 rays. One bulb's at the center of the star. And little bulbs are at the circle around the star. 4 bulbs will light up, and the 4 in between the 4 lighted bulbs will light up after, so by then, 8 stars will be lit. Then the one in the middle lights up. The first 4 bulbs that lit up will turn off. It'll repeat about 10 times, picking up speed. And then, the little bulbs at the circle will light up now, and I can't get the pattern anymore coz it was too fast. Okayyyy, bored. : Such, such, such a waste of brain cells.


I am going to complete the dawn mass and have a nice wish fulfilled. Wait a minute, I had 2 wishes last year. One wish was to change. I wanted my old self back, I wanted the stupid sophomore gone. And I think I got that wish. I saw the changes this year initially as something that RUINED me, but then, now that I think of it, it helped SHAPE me. I love this year. It seems like got my wish after all. Even though it's not my dawn mass wish. I guess He knew that my Big Wish isn't really what I thought was my Big Wish. The Big Master up there knows. (;


Later's Trisha's AFC Festival. I'm going to bring her to Ateneo, together with Mom. We're supposed to be leaving at 6AM, but it's now 6:14. Search me. And, after that, it's Migo's birthday party at Fun Ranch. I REALLY want a kid's party there too, kaso mukhang malabo. Mukha kong tanga eh. HAHA! Sweet 16 at Active Fun? What the hell. :)) I'm back to Square One. WHAT to do on my birthday! Hey, hey, CPG and LVG, ARE we going to push through with EK? Even though there's no more Space Shuttle, Wheel of Faith (?), Log Jam, and Flying Fiesta? (Sta. Rosa Government closed it. :) You want??? REPLY! Or d'ya wanna go to Global Fun? Or Ice Skating na lang? :


Christmas Break...COME ALREADY!


Things scheduled from tomorrow till January 3!
-Vigil preparations
-Gift shopping! (OH MY GAAAAHD! :c LATE!!!)
-VIGIL! (Dec. 19-20)
-Trinoma with Poppers on the 20th. (Woy Inaaah! Huhu. Commme kasi.)
-Meeting with Prom Photographer @ SM Taytay on the 21st
-Meeting with Prom Photographer @ Starbucks, Galleria on the 22nd
-CHRISTMAS :X
-EK on the 27th??? Tuloy??? ((: Or Global Fun kaya tayo? Or Ice Skate? Whaaat?
-I don't know what I'm doing on my birthday :(
-READ LITTLE WOMEN. Finish the darn book! :))
-Play basketball, PLEASE! Sinong game? Give me a date, place and time.
-PAINT. LORD. Kelangan ko nang mag-paint. Sana 'wag akong tatamarin.
-GET more books
-Give the darn blue box. Ha. Make me. :))
-Envi Ed HW
-Chemistry HW
-WATCH MMFF! Sinong gusto kong samahan? Need it for the Filipino Film Review.
-Condition my mind NOT to forget the lessons even if I'm lazy for the break.
-Get the Magician's Nephew by C.S. Lewis. I can't read the rest of the books (under my bed nooow) till I read that! Or get someone to lend it to me?


OH MYYYY. I'm so ready for a vacation! FOR SUMMER I'm scared of summer. I'm scared of ALL the changes that'll happen. I'm scared of Senior Year. Hahaha.


PS. Naubusan ako ng Puto Bumbong. :

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One At A Time
Saturday, December 01, 2007

I haven't posted here in a while. Well, I did post, but I did it on multiply. Sue me. But I shall neglect blogger no more.

But just so you can catch up nicely, no read my previous entries at the multiply site. There are a few nonsensical bulls such as surveys and thoughts and quotes, but they need not be specified HERE. Specific links are as follows:

Look Here and find these posts:
Yeah, Nov. 8, `07
My Sister Is Such A Flirt, Nov. 13, `07
A Need To Share At The End Of The Day, Nov. 26, `07

And now, what have I been up to? I've been falling madly in love with food. Seriously, If (and only if) I was married, I'd be thinking I'm pregnant. But, as luck would have it, I'm 15 years old (16 on December, don't fret), and I am not married, so I cannot possibly be pregnant. Call it the post-menstruation cravings. I woke up pretty early, probably around 8? I'm not exactly sure. I read Little Women Chapter 8, and fell back asleep. I woke up at around 12 or 1PM and I read again, and I ate. I ate Lumpiang Shanghai with KETCHUP, yum, I ate Kettle Chips with Parmesan and Kettle Chips with Parmesan and Cream Cheese, and I also ate 6 pieces of Belvita Milk Biscuits Sandwich Chocolate Creme or sorts, and I ate Sky Flakes with Cream Cheese, and I ate a banana with peanut butter and condensed milk, and I firmly believe that I finished the Peanut Butter with real nuts jar all by myself yesterday and today. What else DID I eat? I seem to remember I ate a lot more than that but I can't remember what exactly. I've been dying to get Chicken Nuggets and 4 extra sauces, but what the hell.

And mind you, I actually read Little Women up to Chapter 14. Only 9 more to go and I'm done with Book 1. I absolutely love it, but I don't know why I can't seem to finish it properly! It's detailed and very vivid. I can relate? Not much. And now, I'm supposed to be...well, reading it. I shall do it in a while, I'll just go find the flags I need for my History HW. There are so many mosquitoes under the table, they're feasting over my legs. Damn it. Get away.

OH. I NEED TO SHARE THIS. Guess what I dreamt of? PROM! I went to Prom without a date because I forgot to ask and I planned to call a guy when I'm there already and make him go, but then whatever. I still went without a date. And I saw this girl with absolutely hairy legs and my eyes popped coz they were worse than a male's. And she got mad and slapped me I think. And then I ran away with some girl friends and the stupid security guard caught us, and all of them were brought to this bar while I hid and watched them from the PALAYAN. :)) And they escaped. And now at SM Megamall, we rode a friggin' cab, and the cab was stolen from the driver's uh, mistress. What a total mess. I can't remember the other parts.

Anyway, I gotta move along. The particular reason for this post is a statement my wondahful friend Ian gave me. We were talking about the beach and somehow the topic maneuvered its way towards this: Actually. But doesn't it make you think? That in saying ILOVEYOU!, you aren't supposed to expect something back? Because loving a person doesn't depend on that person saying iloveyoutoo. It's a statement of fact where the reaction is irrelevant, although usually, it leads us to bleed all the more. -Ian. And to which I replied, Okay, that officially opened my mind. I so want to kill everyone out there who won't admit their true feelings because of the stupid notion of rejection. But then again, I'll be the first person dead if I do. LOL. True. :))))) I haven't gotten over rejection. The thing about humans, they can probably make anyone fall in love with you, it's a matter of choosing who you WANT to fall in love with you. And say, when they all do, the ONLY person you want to love you does not. It's the irony of human emotions. You hurt someone, and you get hurt too. Now THAT, my friends, is SO TEENAGERY. We teenagers have this idealistic concept of how the world works, and we can put it in words so that we come off smart or wordy and crap, but really, they're just ideas. We're not speaking from experience, coz even though we THINK we've gone through a lot, there are a lot more barricades in the future, so the older people WILL always have the best advice. I wonder how much, uh, secret smiles they offer each other when we teenagers try to talk smart and stuff about concepts like love and life and family. Truth is, we don't know a thing. :))))

I'm blabbing. I must get away now, and read. And do my History homework. IF you want deep shits and talks, call me up at HOME. A phone call will make my day. (Robitusin, cough.) Text me for my landline number. :)) Or IM. Whatever.

Last piece of advertisment:

Women's Basketball League SEMI-FINALS slash CROSS-OVER tomorrow, December 2, 2007! Assumption Antipolo will be facing Montessori Integrated School of Antipolo [Haha, battle of Antipolo?] at 3:00 PM, Xavier High School. YOUR support will be GREATLY appreciated! We need all the crowd we can get and PLEASE do come! :)))) I will absolutely love you with all my heart if you watch, and my team mates will love you too! It's just for ONE hour, please do come?

OYY. PS! ONE YEAR! 8-8? REMEMBER? Paulo, Alex, Alec, Francis, Ryan, Bo, Drew, Leo && Bianca, Faye, Raia, Angel, Maan, Jesy, Alex, Pam! :)) =)) In order pa yan. :)) YES, I REMEMBER! I THINK I remember the clothes too.

Paulo-white-ish shirt with blue lining? Closed shoes :)) Yeaaah. Then changed into slippers when we left!
Alex-White shirt with green lining? And hair was up, like an anime!
Alec-Beige long sleeves! Yeaaah. =))
Francis-Pink shirt! And jeans.
Ryan-Uhm, BROWN??? And jeans!
Bo-Red jacket! Green shirt? WAA!
Drew-Khaki shorts and dark colored jacket
Leo-White polo with orange and blue stripes

Bianca-Blue shirt and black leggings
Faye-off-white shirt with lotsa prints that we got from Human. :))
Raia-Uhm, brown top and jeans!
Angel-Blue top cut like spags but thicker and loose fit
Maan-Was it the pink knitted top? Or was that during the 2-I soiree? Waa?
Jesy-Pink tank top! And bermuda shorts?
Alex-Raia's brown shorts, a black jacket. :))
Pam-Grayish blue top, a little loose. And skinny!

AND I REMEMBER THE KAMIAS! AND THE...THE...SANTA CLAUS AT MARCI'S GARAGE! Hahaha! :)) And Drew not knowing how to get home. =)) And the Marci opens the bathroom door while Faye was inside, washing her hands (ACCIDENT DAW, BTW. :]) Haha! AND, and! Magic Sing Book with the label "Book of Song". And my blurred pictures! :)) AND THE LOVELY FOOD. Yaaaay. 1 YEAR!!!. Ang bilis. :))

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Don't You Know Who I Think I Am?

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Bianca Ruiz;
17;
Assumption Antipolo;
Ateneo de Manila University;
Management Engineering;
Occupation: Professional sleeper; Addiction: The faded era of the orange ball & persuation & color pigments;
True Addiction: Me&You.

Out To Me

Dead
Double Dead
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I Constantly Thank God For Esteban Hearts

* scent of paint
* Books (with the S)
* Debate!
* Basketball (End Here)
* Tickets and jellybeans
* Reese's
* sofas
* Da Vinci, Monet, Progress, Progressive
* loving && much more loving
* Touch screen @-)
* Candy && Chocolate Bars && String Cheese!

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