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What's The First Thing You Learn In Kindergarten?
Friday, March 28, 2008

The Alphabet.

And it's particularly useful on days like this, (Trish's graduation, while she's exploring her gift, and we can't talk properly.:P) because it cretes surveys like...

• A
Are you available? Technically, yes. :))
What is your age? The sweetest. (Read: 16)
Astrology sign? Capricorn, babe.

• B
Do you know anyone named Brian? Oh, just since a few months ago. But I still prefer calling you Ben, Ben. :P To get to your nerves, I told 'ya.
When is your Birthday? December 28, 1991
Ever been stung by a bee? Oh, if me biting myself counts, then yes. It happens a lot.

• C
Whats your favorite candy? JELLY BEANS. :"> I get kilig thinking about it!
What color is your car? If I could have one (which is HIGHLY improbable), I'd have BLACK. I actually considered yellow, but. BUT. I don't wanna look like a massive chunk of egg on the road.

• D
Do you daydream? A lot. And even invent conversations in my head. [Right, Irene? HAHA.]
What's your favorite kind of dog? PS, I hate dogs. I only like MY dog. So that limits our option to one: Golden Retriever.

• E
Have you ever been in the emergency room? Unfortunately, yes. And not to watch someone else get oxygen pumped into their lungs. I went there to have my knee sewn. Some random split of broken glass (from a coke bottle, see my trauma, I don't drink coke now) dig itself to my knee.
Ever swam with sharks? I'd rather not. I'm not as cool as IsaS. :P

• F
Do you use fly swatters? Funny, we just got a fly swatter 2 hours ago. Lol.
Is there a fan in your room? Yes. But for my new room, no. It's cool there, way above the busy roads.
Does the number four have any significance? Unless you consider it reminding me of Cassy all the time, then no.

•G
Do you ever chew gum? Yeah, but I like chewy candies better. [STARBURRRST!]
Do you like gory movies? Sadly, no. I hate blood. I cringe at the sight of splurging blood. I wanna throw up. One day, I'll learn to love that. One day isn't now, btw.

•H
How are you? Doing well, thank you. In regretting mode, but lovely.
What's your height? Here we go again. You know what, I'd LOVE to say 5'8", but that's just LYING! I'm 5'7.5" or a few decimal inches higher. But not quite 5'8".
What color is your hair? Black. I'd have colored it dark, dark, dark purple; but A) My parents would kill me, and B) I watched ANTM and Tyra told Bianca (Haha, nice coincidence :P) "I'd say you looked like a model if only that wasn't the color of your hair." Color: Reddish violet. OOPS.

• I
Have you ever ice skated? YEAH. The last time I did was August, tho.
Favorite Ice cream? Arce Dairy's Sugar-Free Cheese Ice Cream. I discovered this with Lidi. :P

•J
Favorite Jelly bean? Can I possibly choose JUST one? Aww. Well then, PEANUT BUTTER. They sold that separately in Shang, OH LOVE.
Do you wear jewelry? Used to, till I lost my beloved pink earrings. I haven't been in the mood since then.

• K
Have you ever flown a kite? The ones made of newspaper
Do you think kangaroos are cute? Yes. It reminds me of my cousin Grace...

• L
Are you laid back? HAHA. YES. And my Mom said I shouldn't be too carefree. :P
Lions or tigers? Tigers. Hot cats, tho.
Do you like black licorice? No, I don't think I WILL.
Jelly Beans? What has that got to do with "L"? BUT YES, I DO.

• M
Favorite place at the Mall? BOOKSTORES. Especially if there's a Fully Booked around the corner.
Favorite movie? Yeah, yeah. Pathetic, but, still A WALK TO REMEMBER.

• N
Do you prefer night or day? Night. I hate the burning sun.
Do you have a nickname? Yes, of course.

• O
Are you an only child? Fortunately, NO. I love my demented and neurotic siblings.
Do you like the color orange? I used to. It was my favorite color until about grade 7.

•P
Do you know anyone named Penelope? Nope.
Favorite flavor of popcorn? Butter. It's yellow. :P

• Q
Do you like game shows? Yesss. ESPECIALLY Street Smarts.
Do you collect the state quarters? What?

• R
Do you think you're always right? Yes. Kidding. Nah. I'm always wrong, when I come to think of it. But at the time of decision making, I have this nasty habit of defending my initial choice, mainly because I trust my instinct to much. But when I look back, I realize it was a stupid choice.
Do you watch reality tv? Yeah.
Do you prefer sun or rain? Rain, if I'm inside. Sun, if I'm outside, which is rare.

• S
How many pair of shoes do you have? I don't really knowww. Or, well, I only use 4. My black sneaker wedges, black X-hi, unidentifiable chucks, and pink/brown Vans. Oh yeah, school shoes. That's because I rarely wear shoes. I'm shamefully in slippers all the time.
Do you like wearing sun glasses? OH YES. Unless I'm under the sun. Which is stupid. But sorry, I don't want to have a big 8-shaped white part on my face.

•T
Time to go to sleep? For my parents, apparently. They dozed off...together. At 3:30 PM, no less.

• U
Can you ride a unicycle? No. I don't think I wanna try it?

• V
Did you ever watch Veggietales? What? That's a no.


• W
What's your worst habit? Picking the skin on my thumb. IT'S GROSS. :))
What do you want right now? Buy Gracey's DVDs. But I can't, can I? Since my parents are asleep, as mentioned.

• X
Have you ever had an x-ray? Yes, my foot. When I got a sprain last September. And it's not yet fully healed till now.

• Y
Do you like the color yellow? I'm beginning to think this survey is for me. OH YESSS!
Do you yell when you're angry? At times. But most of the time, I stay friggin' quiet.

• Z
Do you believe in Zodiac signs? Hell no.

•Lasts:

-Last dream: I can't remember last night's! It was awesome eh. Rarr. 2 nights ago tho, I was in the car with these 2 girls, a guy, and a couple. It was an FX. Or a Pajero. That kind. :P

-Last beverage: WATER. I'm craving for Apple Juice

-Last phone call: Migo.

-Last Text message: A GM I can't remember.

-Last time you hugged: Migo, last night. He went to me just to hug me. Aww.

-Last night: I buried my nose on the PC's screen. NOT. I watched ANTM.

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This Is For YOU.
Thursday, March 27, 2008

I FEEL SO NOSTALGIIIIIIC. :((

I wanna cryyyy. Hahaha.

I read my Y!M Message Archives for last year. I'm now on MAY 2007. AND HOLY. HAHA. I friggin' miss the days. The start of my worries, and the reassurance of things not changing. All my fears of this summer, of the following school year, I read it all.

And now, the time has come.

And all my fears have materialized. Changes are EXISTING now. The greatest fears become reality. Thanks for killing my obsession about the past and how many smiles everyone had at that time.

BULLSHIT.

But I'm kinda coping pretty well, don't care. I'm pretending it didn't happen, it's not happening, and it never will.

One thing's sure: THE LOSSES WILL MAKE US BETTER, STRONGER. Because God designed the world that way. ;) And I hate people who leave when they have an option to stay. But then, I love people who WANT to stay, but HAVE to leave, because at least they want to STAY.

Tep, wag ka nang umalis, please.

Okay, I'm selfish now.

*Icon credits: TRISH. And it's Grease for a reason. :)) I miss Grease. I can't find the DVD. I love the story, I hate the guy. >:) He's an ass.

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Because I miss 3.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008

1. ano tawag sayo sa classroom?
- Bee. But teachers call me Bianca. Because that name is reserved for teachers. You can only call me Bianca if you pronounce it correctly. Clear? ;))

2. year and section mo?
- III-3. Oh I'll soon be IV-3. I think?

3. sino unang teacher na pumapasok sa classroom niyo?
- Mommy HEBBIE. =))

5. sino ang pinakatahimik?
- Mich Leonardo NATT. HAHA. =)) Need I tell you that it's Mae Cruz? ;))

6. Sino ang palaging gumagawa ng mga assignments?
- Hindi si Justine. ;)) Kumokopya sakin yun eh. Kumokopya din ako sa kanya...minsan. UHM. JANA CASILLAN! AND ROAN BASSIG. IDOL. :)

7. sino naman ang palaging walang assignment?
- Si Mandyyyyyy. HAHAHA! Kidding, Mands. :))

8. sino ang teacher na palaging nagagalit sa inyo?
- Ehem. Who's the tallest teacher with the strongest perfume? Royt. Sir Ken.

9. Sino ang palaging kumakain pag class hours?
- Angelica B. Dolor. :))

10. sino pinaka good girl sa class niyo?
- Oh, I actually thought it was Gelli? Then I heard things. HAHAHAHAHA. OOPS. It's...Meryl.

11. sino pinakamatalino?
- Lovelace, the goddess. Translation: Justine Sanchez. ;))

12. sino ang "teacher's pet" sa class niyo?
- Si REICHELLE. Bwahaha! Pet ni Ms. Brigins. :))

13. sino ang mahilig mag volunteer?
- MICHELLE LEONARDO. ;))

14. magaling kumanta sa class niyo?
- Pinaka magaling sa lahat. :)) Eenna delos Reyes. The most *heavenly music plays* voice ever.

15. sino naman pinakamagaling sumayaw?
-
Hindi naman yan tanong eh. Mara Manalo! ;))

16. sino ang mahilig magpatawa sa class niyo?
- JESY JAVIER. :)) Never a class without her hirits. Kapag hindi siya humirit, she's absent.

17. sino madalas pinapagalitan sa class niyo?
- ISA SALAZAR. HAHAHAHA! By Sir Ruel. :>

18. sino heartthrob sa class nio?
- Oh Angel, my awesome love. ;))

19. sino pinakaepal sa class niyo?
- Si Justine, alam lahat eh. =)) >:D< Kahit kelan hindi hindi makaintindi. ;))

20. sino pinakamabait?
- In what sense? HMM. That HAS gottt to be Bianca Velicaria!

21. sino pinakaclose mo sa class?
- Hmm. :)) Tough. Which aspect? Theoretical: Liseth Luarca, Girl talk: Angel D., Everything talk: Justine and Bianca, Kalokohan talk: Trisha L. :)) All else: PamMedz and Mica!

22. sino laging lumilipat ng upuan?
- Si Liseth. Numero Uno. She's always lost. :-/

23. sino nakaupo sa pinakalikod ng classroom?
- Pam Medz. ;))

24. sino naman nakaupo sa harap?
- MEME. ;))

24. Sino seatmate mo?
- AH. Bianca Velicaria and the electric fan.

26. Ilan lockers sa classroom niyo?
- NONE. :| Outside eh.

24. Ano locker number mo?
- That should be the number of the locker at the very bottom. Which is nonexistent.

28. ilan drawer ng teacher's table
- I cabinet and 2 drawers. Right Murr?

29. Sino mahilig magbura ng blackboard?
- Uh. I dunno. I know who loves to WRITE on it! Reich and Kristine.

30. Sino class president niyo?
- Ohhhhh Larissssaaaah,

31. anong position mo sa class officers?
- Nahhh. Not one. ;)

32. sino pinaka astig pumorma sa class niyo?
- MARA M.

33. sino pinakamahilig maglambingan sa klase?
- Si Mica at Jesy. No doubt. :|

34. sino pinaka artistic sa class niyo?
- KAYE DE GUZMAN. Paper mache, anyone? :))

35. sinong teacher ang may favorite sa class niyo?
- Ms. Hebbie. WAHAHA. =)) At Ms. Brigino.

36. favorite class pastime?
- Watching Horror movies

37. sino palagi mong kadaldalan?
- Si Bianca Veli, Liseth, and Angel. ;))

38. sino kasabay mo pag breaktime?
-
SECTION 2. BWAHAHA. =)) Break from 3!

39. masaya ka ba sa kanila?
- OH YEAH. But I won't survive there during classes. ;)

40. sino ang crush mo sa classroom?
- Crush ko si Isa. GWAPO NIYA EH.

41. sino ang bestfriends mo sa classroom?
- Hmm. I dunno. Pam Aguinaldo's gone forever eh. :((

41. sino lagi mong kaaway?
- Uh. I can't remember. Si Justine.

42. cno magkakaloveteam sa classroom nyo?
-
Bianca Veli + Mae C, Alex R + Dindin B, and Jesy + Mica ;))

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Pick the month you were born in

1 - I ran over
2 - I killed
3 - I needed
4 - I raped
5 - I killed
6 - I cuddled with
7 - I ran naked with
8 - I slept with
9 - I stabbed
10 - I licked
11 - I banged
12- I smoked

Pick the day (number) you were born on

01 - ur grandma
02 - the kool-aid man
03 - a horse
04 - a pornstar
05 - your mom
06 - you
07 - a bag of weed
08 - a prostitute
09 - a toothbrush
10 - a jew
11 - a homo
12 - the trojan man
13 - Paris Hilton
14 - a whore
15 - a cat
16 - a pickle
17 - a mexican
18 - a bisexual
19 - a dog
20 - an orange
21 - a crackhead
22 - a bowl of cereal
23 - an easter egg
24 - my ex
25 - a condom
26 - a jar of honey
27 - a lesbian
28 - a homeless guy
29 - a french fry
30 - your dealer
31 - a stripper

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing

White - Because thats how i roll
Black - because im sexy
Pink - Because the lil people told me to
Red - because I have AMAZING boobs
Blue - because I'm cool like that
Polka Dots - because I hate my life
Purple - because I'm gay
Gray - because I love marijuana
Orange - because I have double D's
Green - because I'm beautiful
Other - because I smoke crack
Turqoise - because I have a noodle in my nose
Brown - because i had to
Shirtless - because I've got abs

END RESULT ^________^

I Smoked A Homeless Guy Because I'm Beautiful =))

Ah, making paasa a homeless guy with black grease all over his face? ;)) The PAK.

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17:12

Centrum
Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Complete, from A to Z. WEHHH.

A - Any Friend Of Yours: Hesy Havier. Jesy Javier. :)) Typo.
B - Best Friend: s Alyssa, Tep and PamA
C - Cries On Your Shoulder: Rica Zuniga. :)) Sino kayang nagpaiyak? Lol.
D - Date-worthy Friend: Oh easy peasy, Cayco's awesome boyfriend. THE Alec Uy. :>
E - Excitable: Kim Guerrero. HAHAHA. Never a time without the squeal and the reklamo. ;))
F - Friend You Trust Most: Alyssasang. >:D< :))
G - Greatest Friend You Ever Had: Irene Cecilia Zuniga (!)
H - Happiest Memory With Friends: LUNCHTIME. When I was sad. With JEAN and IRENE. Aww. HAY. The saddest days make you realize what happiness is.
I - Ice-cream-Eating Buddy: ABBI PEL. Jelly tongue mo.
J - "Just Friends" But You Want More: CYNCH MOLINA. BWAHAHA. Hey witch babe, our "more" is get married as girls. ;))
K - Kicks The Most Butt: Sinong nagTtaekwondo? :| Or Karate? Can't think of anyone but Chei's hubby. So that makes Chei a Taekwondotista too, coz marriage makes 1 + 1 = 1
L - Last Friend You Lost: Hmm, lost closeness maybe? Mars, I think. Lost, literal? Like dead? Kuya Intan. :((
M - Most Helpful Friend: JUSTINE ANGELICA SANCHEZ. FOREVER AND EVER AMEN.
N - Name of Your First Best Friend: Tep and Alyssa. I never did have a best friend. Coz I was a shy kid. LONER. Lol. Unless you count Janina. ;) We're best friends every Monday of Kinder.
O - Oldest Friend: Janella Leyva. SINCE BIRTH.
P - Prettiest Friend: Angelica B. Dolor. ;)) My awezzzzum dear. Hottstuff.
Q - Quoteable Friend: None other than Forest Candelaria and of course Popoy Pabiton.
R - Richest: Mr. L! A.K.A. Leo Camacho. =)) (Hey painting!)
S - Successful Friend You Have: I d'no. Si Leo na din, wrote 2 books. ;))
T - Today, Your Favorite Friend is: Brian Umali. =)) Because I piss him off by calling him Ben.
U - Ups and Downs, You Share Them With: Vinci Castelo, my awesome bestbud. :)) Been there since October 2006 till NOW, and never lost. THANKS DUDE!
V - Very Entertaining Friend: Ian Emmanuelle Emmanuel Braga =)) Need I say more? ;;)
W - Worth The Most To You: ANNA PATRICIA SAN JOSE RUIZ. Better than anyone I know. :)) [Okay, lalaki na ulo niyan.]
X - X-rated Jokes Are Made By: Ralph Jerome Pinpin! HAHA! KIDDING, BASmate! ;)) Kasi naman eh, your How To Make A Baby video was so benta.
Y - You Pick A Random Friend: Acey Mendoza!
Z - Zebra-loving Friend: PAM MEDINA. Kidding. Not. It's close. She's TIGRESS. :)) You just change the orange to white and there you have it.

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HOLY SHIT. ADMISSIONS TALK KILLED ME. I was SOOOOO into taking up law, then here comes Joel Santos messing up with my subconscious and my conscious. I have this icking feeling that my spelling of conscious is wrong. I know it's correct but it looks so wrong! WHY. I mean, why work as a lawyer and live a monotonous life when you can happily live your life with all the risks and shits of being an entrepreneur? I actually see myself in ESA, just like every other junior who heard the talk. (HAHAHAAA :P) Well anyway, law hunts me. We had a meeting for AFS this afternoon, and we talked about lawyers. Which, in turn, made me realize that being a lawyer is way below the laughing line while entrepreneurship is soaring miles away from it. Being a lawyer is boring. Or, I can be a flight attendant. (EEFK!) Yeah, yeah, I'll be all around the world in 40 days, but still. Did I really study in Assumption to be a chimay-in-the-sky? Is that my DREAM? Why can't I dream to be around-the-world-in-40-days WITH MY OWN MONEY, or in my own plane? WHY NOT. Or my own yacht. WELL, yeah, I shall never be a stewardess despite the attractive incentives. Why settle for getting free fares for relatives when you can own the airline?

Okay, getting ahead of ourselves, aren't we, Ianca? (Yes, I have decided to experiment being called Ianca, since everyone calls me B. I selected the inverse.) I AM GONNA BE A LAWYER. A LAWYER. But wait! What...what...course do I want to take before that? Legal Management. Yes. But what if...

No.

Well.

What if?

What if I go to ESA and THEN go to Law? It would be redundant--talking about law here. If I become filthy rich, then I don't need to take up law. When I graduate and I feel like it, I can take up law. BUT. If and when I study and graduate from ESA, I'd have a good business running already and my interests certainly won't be LAW. OH MYYY. You see, I think entrepreneurship and law are TOTAL OPPOSITES. Being an entrepreneur morphs you into being this revolutionary, creative, gutsy superhuman, while law makes you logical, practical, all the -cals, and most of all, careful. WOAH.

AND LOOK AT THIS, a while ago I was talking to my Power Memory coach back in 2006.

bianca: Ohhh coach! Aren't you graduating?
Bruno T: oh not yet
Bruno T: mejo mtagal pa
Bruno T: 2 mroe years
Bruno T: im in the 5 year program
bianca: Ohhhh. 5 years? bianca: Ahhh. bianca: Hahaha. What's your course?
Bruno T: law
bianca: Is that...after a four-year-course?
Bruno T: yup
bianca: bianca: 9 YEARS???
Bruno T: uhm yaaaaah.
bianca: WAAAAA. bianca: GRABE.
Bruno T: hah kaya mo yan noh
Bruno T: law ka na din?
bianca: YEAHHHH. bianca: Hay ho. HAHA. 9 years.
Bruno T: well pwede 8 years bianca: I graduate at 17...which means I study till...16? bianca: *26
OHMAYGAHD.

What age will I get married then? I shall marry a lawyer too. Bull that. :P

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Six Steps To A Girl
Monday, March 24, 2008

A few days ago, in the midst of boredom and pigging out, I read a book entitled Six Steps To A Girl. It wasn't particularly well-written, nor is it particularly wonderful. It has its edge though, its plot. (And in my humble opinion, Sophie McKenzie's outstanding ability to take on a guy's POV, to write in it, and to sound like a guy, end of story.) Basically, it's about this guy going for this awesome girl, who, consequently, had an awesome boyfriend of her own. Ttttralala, here comes a friend, equipped with none other than the Six Steps To A Girl, and teaches it to our *insert P word that means main character*. Oh wait, I got it. Protagonist. So yeah, he follows the six steps religiously, and, as cliche often goes, he got the girl and got rid of the boyfriend.

And you know what, the six steps?

They're actually goddamn true.

Or at least I think so. For you, female friends, read on and tell me if these really are the things that makes us like/fall for/hold on to a guy.

And for you, male buds, well, you might not know it, but you DO possess the six steps...sometimes. I mean, it's innate in you, but you probably just don't know it yet. Those who show it or flash it to the world, more often than not, gets the girl...or girls, for that matter.

And yes, it's bad to generalize.

Tricia, having read the book, and swearing that it amused her to the utmost degree of amusement, ordered me to share this with the world so we poor little humble beings of the Earth finally understand...

...How guys really operate.

(And yes, forgive the term, but yeah, OPERATE)

Here goes, the SIX STEPS:

1) Look good, feel good - translation: get a makeover. If guys don't necessarily feel confident about themselves, even just a teeny weeny bit, they, more often than not, will fail to talk to a girl. Or sorts. So yeah, what He did in the novel was get a haircut that would make him look more mature, or look better at least. From the totoy there's-an-opposite-sex-? look to the oh-yeah-there's-an-opposite-sex-! look to the opposite-sex-ready look. I mean, come on, if you meet this totoy guy, would you actually consider getting it on with him? Let's get realistic. I love the it's-the-inside-not-the-looks-that-matter shit (yeah, I testify to that with all my heart) but you have to see something CUTE in the guy. Just for the kilig factor to initially settle in. So when guys get this haircut or whatever they need (facial, maybe?), their inner cute will come out and shine.

2) Noticing - Getting the girl to notice you, maybe. Like checking out what she's intersted in (notice boards of clubs, multiply sites, tralala?) and talk to her about it. OR, SIMPLY, THE LOOK. The guys must have that one particular way of looking at the girl. I mean, when he glances at you, or (rar) stares at you, there's something underscoring interest. Or something. This is probably when the overly-cliched zealous SPARKS comes in. The look. Come on, think of that guy you really like. Doesn't he have this super awesome "look" that makes you melt? Uhm. Geez. That sounded like...crap. LOL. HAHA. But you know, the "he-looked-at-me!" squeals and fantasies? Something related to that.

3) Angle - They get an angle, like an edge. If you don't like pushy, they show themselves as guys who don't push. If you don't like quiet, they're makulit. I guess it's basically TYPES. :)) They turn themselves into your type of guy. They morph into some creature that will make you see their best side--their angle.

4) Humour - Come on, who doesn't like a humorous guy? Whether wholesome or otherwise. (HAHAAA. :P) Moreover, who likes a guy who can't even smile? If he can't smile, how can he make you smile, and god knows, laugh. Liking a guy is basically enjoying, yeah? And the root word of enjoy is HAPPY. The root word of happy is LAUGH, or smile for that matter.

5) Attention - Here, here. A girl falls in love with a guy who showers her with attention. Making her feel that she's THE GIRL, and not just one of the girls. I mean, hel-lo. Would you be fooling yourself, going head over heels (the real thing, okay? Not the his-smile-is-awesome or the movie star concept of in love) over a guy who would give you NONE of his time? Or treat you like any other girl? No can do, we fall for guys who treat us as THE ONE. :)) Lol. This is to not sound PAASA.

AND LASTLY, THE BEST STEP, THE SPICE OF THE WHOLE NOVEL AND THE MOST EXCRUCIATING STEP, EVER.

6) Make sure she knows you can leave if you want to - I HATE GUYS. HAHAHAHA. =)) Once they make that clear, you can never, never, ever let go. HAHA. It makes you hold on to them more. And that's their edge. They've played you already. Have you dancing in the palm of the hands, and licking their asses (figuratively, of course) to suck up (figuratively, again!)

AND THAT, MY FRIENDS, ARE HOW GUYS OPERATE.

I mean, come on. :)) I think all the guys that I've liked so far have ALL THOSE, except they just didn't know it. It's subconscious? Yeah? Or innate in them, probably. :P :> I think. It's part of the genes that travels from one male neuron to another male nucleotide and what the shit.


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The Macafuckaroni Blizzard Is On Its Way
Saturday, March 22, 2008

1. Why did you stop liking the lastperson you liked?
-Timing & flash in the pan mistakes

2. Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken?
-broken :P Choose the wrong guys, so yeah. Expected. ♥

3. What was the last thing you put inyour mouth?
-Ube. My diet the past 2 days: Ube, Melon, Strawberry, Puto, NUTS.

4. Name a quote from the song you are listening to?
How can someone so true be so fake?

5. How is life going for you right now?
-Fairly boring. ((:

6. Are you keeping a secret fromsomeone who needs to know the truth?
-Yeah.

7. Who was the last person to comment you?
-Nela? ((:

8. Regret(s)?
-A whole lot. First things first, easy peasy. :P

10. What was the first thing you said when you woke up today?
-Mom off already? I wanted to go with her. :

11. Do you have a best friend?
-Yeah, I'm a human being, doofus.

12. Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
-A lot of times, judgmental little bitch. :(

13. What do you think of people who had sex before marriage?
-Their choice, actually.

14. Do you own a pair of green pants?
-And proud to. :>

15. What are you excited about?
-Moving tomorrow. :)) Yeah.

16. Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
-I just got a dose of my own medicine, what do you think?

17. What is your favorite fruit?
-MANGOES. AND BANANAS. AND STRAWBERRIES. :">

18. What is the last song to make you cry?
-Right Back In The Water. YEAH YEAH, I KNOW, LAME =)) I listen to Jesse McCartney, SO WHAT :P

19. Is your best friend pretty?
-Of course. ;)) (If I say no, I'll die a painful death. :">)

20. Have you ever passed out?
-Hell no. ;))

21. Do you trust people easily?
-Sadly, yes. I'm trying to change that, yeah yeah. Mom told me to. So yeah.

22. When was the last time you puked?
-Very recently. Because, I, uh, iced tea. :">

24. Who do you miss?
-Liseth and Angel and our talks! :-"

25. Do you give out second chances too easily?
-Sadly, yes. Hahaha. My Mom said I'm friggin' easy. And she's probably right. :P

26. what are you doing this comingsummer?
-April 7-19: ABS;; April 21-??: AA Basketball Training;; April 30-May 4: Basketball League (3G?);; May 5-??: College Reviews. Wow. :P Where's my vacation going?

27. Where is one place you want to visit?
-Puerto Rico. :-/ :D

28. Do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?
I ♥♥♥ hugs. :">

29. Had plans and broke them?
'Course

30. Do you eat steak?
HELL YEAH. :">

31. How are you feeling?
Awfulsome. :)) Kind of. But bored. With it all. (I mean imagine, in a year, we're in college, and after that, work. The next time we can chill is when we're senior citizens, and that's about 54 years from now. Hel-lo?)

32. Are you a lover or hater?
HATER. :P I hate a lot. See posts.

33. What was the last movie youwatched?
Stranger Than Fiction.

34. What comes into mind when I say,Firenzeee the chimpanzee is on fire?
Ice. And frozen monkeys.

35.WHO are you listening to right now?
Jesse McCartney. OO NA. HAHAHA. =))

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Sham, Fock.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Sham, sham, sham. I hate women, and I hate men. I hate the irony they represent. We represent. I hate, hate, hate. I hate lies. I hate everything that's opposite. I hate everything that makes me cringe and makes me squeeze the air trapped by my palms. And I hate everything that makes me want to write, for all those things disturb me to the utmost stupidity.
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I hate how the x-chromosome bearers of the world can't express themselves properly. We all seem bitchy and we all seem mean. We all seem like whores and we all seem utterly shallow. But really, now. All those songs women sing are shams. We're not superficial.
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Why do guys sing a lot of love songs? Do they even apply to the majority of the y-chromosome bearers? There's really just a small percentage of male species who actually feel as emotional or as loving or as whatever as love songs proclaim. And they're the singers of these songs. All the rest are significantly apathetic about all the words of balladeers (spell that, bitches :[ I can't.) I do solemnly swear that I think 95% of the male half of the human population can not relate to songs their kind write. In fact, I think that the remaining 5%, the ones who DO feel, are partly women in thinking.
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I hate these sugary sweet writers who make the world believe that men are like them. That all of their species are like them.
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And I hate women for making men believe that we don't care. I hate women for creating songs that are irrelevant to their true feelings. I hate women for creating songs that mask their true thoughts and fears. And I hate women for letting men take over the emotionally-inclined-face of the music industry. They don't deserve it. Well, at the rate we're all going, women don't even deserve it too.
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And you know what? I don't know what. I just like the songs by males better, because women can relate to it more. I find it hard to imagine macho men to relate to these songs, coz all they care about are booz, friends, balls, and video games. And I'm generalizing, which is WRONG. So this may be untrue for you, male-reader, but it's true for most.
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I hate you Barry Manilow for creating undeniably beautiful songs who make us believe that all men are men of the covers of romance novels. And yes, female-reader, let us bow down to Barry Manilow and beg him to make all males like him.
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And to you, male-reader, bow down to whoever goddess you want to pattern us all after.
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And I hate you, Bianca Ruiz, for contradicting your very thoughts just because. Don't change.
.And I had a dream, a beautiful dream. And I wish that'll happen to every girl in the entire world: Dream big.
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And I hate you, reader, for not understanding where I'm coming from...
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...I'm coming from the seat behind Liseth. Fock all those who can't accept, royt, Seth?
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=))
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And so begins the agonizing ways to torture a female.

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I hate you, freak. I hate, hate, hate you.

And so the hating goes on.

Until Forest IMed me.

forest: hate is a special kind of love we give to people who suck
bianca: Hmm.
bianca: Is it a positive thing?
bianca:
forest: dunno

So yeah, when we hate, we actually love, but in a negative way. Still, even given that, the operative word is suck. People. Who. Suck.

Grr. Bad mood lately. Must be one of those woman days? And, and, bullshit. I love walking alone, I get to think a lot. And you know what thinking a lot does to me, make me realize things I should realize, really. And regret a whole period of time? I regret living HS. I want another shot at HS. :))

And it shall start with studying Chemistry.

I hate you. And you are erased from ze loif. :)

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At The Core
Sunday, March 09, 2008

If there's one thing doing the Filipino Term Paper made me realize, it's that the Filipinos' concept of nationalism is a total sham. It's vague, and is entirely different from the read definition of it.

You see, the concept nationalism began in France, when the Enlightenment thinkers labeled the unbelievable unity of a million men (no hyperbole present) as such. It's something that works for the betterment of the whole nation.

We Filipinos have this beautiful trait that keeps us rather exceptional. Utang na loob. UTANG. NA. LOOB. However good this it, however ethical it is, it is the cause of our downfall. It's the very core of the political crisis and military crisis our country is experiencing today, and even during the decades that passed. Ronald E. Dolan expressed in his book Philippines: A Country Study, that this concept drove the military to defy their leader and follow the informal commands of another. This also happened during the French Revolution, when loyalty to Napoleon overpowered loyalty to the nation, to Louis XVIII. The soldiers' loyalty to Fidel V. Ramos gave them the will to defy their authority, their commander-in-chief, Ferdinand Marcos.

I'm neither pro-Marcos nor anti-Marcos. I am apathetic about the People Power 1. It's history, no one can change history. You can alter how it is told, you can alter what people know, but what happened can never change. We can never turn back time.

Utang na loob.

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TERM-PAPER-ing. AND NOT YM-ing. NOR AM I MULTIPLY-ing. But Ian IMed and who can resist his deadly charms? AYIEEEE. HAHAHAHA. Stopping, stopping! And we came up with a theory.

Living your teenage life is like...

...Being The Hamster from America's Funniest Home Videos. It kept going up its cage, and slamming itself against a wall. Again. And again. And again. (Ian's words) You slam yourself into a wall trying to figure out if it's hard, or if you're making illusions. More often than not, the wall is thick. HAHA. And hard. Pero hindi ka pa rin, makontento, susubukan mo naman sa mga susunod na walls. Matigas pa rin. Next wall. Matigas pa rin. Next wall. Matigas. Kung pentagonal yung room mo, edi masaya, may isa ka pang wall. But if you're normal and you have a room with 4-walls, tapos ka na. Papunta ka na sa pintuan. Okay, the number is irrelevant, really. The point is the number of times you slam yourself against the wall. And how many teeth you smashed and how much blood you shed trying to prove that the wall is not hard. Then when you move on to the next, the same thing happens. What happens next?

Welcome to heaven.

:)

PS. Live your teenage life, and regret it 9 months later (HAHA, FOUUUL!) laugh 9 years later.

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00:00

Kill You
Monday, March 03, 2008

I am HYPER. : I swear. You know what, today, March 3, 2003 (Happy Birthday Lui Angeles!), I discovered the true meaning of busy. My brain's not functioning properly, I called Vinci a byotch and a ho. =)) HAHA. I forgot he wasn't a girl. Kidding! It just didn't register! And I greeted someone a Happy Birthday because I had to greet someone Happy Birthday. Anyone. Uh. Yeah. SABAW.
Today, I saw a dead cat on the road. And it was still. (DUH. HAHA.) And I realized how fast life can be. I wonder what will happen to the world when I'm not here anymore. What's the purpose of being here? We are so insignificant because we occupy the world for about 70 years, 90 years max, and it exists for millions and gazillions more. What are we? What IS existence? Cogito Ergo Sum? Well, what is Sum? I can easily kill myself if I want to. Everyone's capable of suicide. Everyone's capable of murder. You can KILL. You have hands. You have knives in your kitchen. You have everything you need to destroy life. But why don't you? Because evil is absent. Good is the absence of evil. Not the other way around. According to a sick psychologist named...Freud? I forgot if it was him. Lol.

So yeah. I probably should start doing my homework. STUPID LANDLINE AND THE DELAY IT BRINGS. I love delays. It makes me feel better when I'm done. :))

Oh yeah!!! Acey and Alyssa welcomed me to the man-hater's club. :> :> :> LOL. FUN. In testament to my belonging to the MHC, I'm getting 4 inch heels. :)) To symbolize our being unattainable. =)) HAHA! But I'm not a lesbo. (ILoveYouStillCynch!>:D<)

Things to do:

-Chemistry Activity sheet on naming Carbon compounds.
-AP: 3 adjectives (leadership), 2 achievements of N.B., 1 way to good leadership. Saan to ilalagay?
-Algebra: P. 267 #2-9
-Geometry: GET NOTES. That's for sleeping during Geom.
-Filipino Quiz tomorrow
-Music SONG!
-Filipino Term Paper outline
-Review for CLE Quiz
-Parish Involvement Project for CLE
-English Persuasive speech/essay
-Practice Kenshin Himura >:) (ALEXIS! HAHA!)
-Opening/Closing Prayer/Ending Remarks for MitingDeAvanse(SPELL?)
-Watch Dekada '70 :))
-Envi Ed CD

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17:55

Because I Need To Let It Out
Sunday, March 02, 2008

Realizations of the day:


1. Matamis ang alikabok. :)) I was walking home from church, and there were cars all over the place. I was talking to Trish, and a particle of dirt made its way into my mouth. It was sweet. And gross.


2. The best hug you can get is from your family. Especially when it's your younger brother. I was so frustrated while reading my History books, thinking of things. Lots of things plus Louis XVI and Marie Antoinette. And frustration led to a few droplets of tears. Well, that's me. And I heard sobbing at my door. I saw Migo. He was sobbing, he was hiding. He didn't want my Mom to know he was crying. Aww. I went to him and he hugged me REALLY tight. I love Migo. He was crying coz Arianne took the remote from him, and his fragile heart was crushed. He felt...unloved? I think. He was hugging me while sobbing, and my heart was his. I was crushed. :((((( It was the saddest state I've ever, ever seen him in. And he's 7 years old. >:D<


3. The best way to bond is to not spend at all. Tep and Nela came over. 'Nuff said. It was FUN. Like sisters. Damn you, Alyssa. :))


4. Red is a nice color. Trish's room is yellow, so 'bye favorite color. And besides, a yellow room doesn't really suit me. It's too bright for my studying. I wanted white, but I got off-white instead. And I wanted color, a striking, bold color, to represent me. And I chose blood-red. That's the color of my cabinets. New house, love. :)) Moving on the 12th. (ALEXIS, KELAN KAYO LILIPAT?)


5. You shouldn't forget who was there for you when you needed someone the most. They'll always be there. I love you, friends. All of you. :))))) Every time I go to you. And especially every time you go to me. Feels happpppy.


6. Weekends can ruin my fruit diet. I just devoured 0192472 gallons and pails of food. You can lose 5 pounds in 4 days with fruit diet (HAHA, DID, LOVES). But you'll gain it ALL back in two days if you go ballistic over food. (DID, SHIT).


7. I. Need. Black. Skinny. Jeans. :)) And I need a new supply of incredibly short skirts. Haha. Kidding. I stopped wearing them. But they look awfully cute with boots. :( But I don't wear skirts anymore. Since my Dad told me not to. Oh, decisions, decisions. :>


8. Winter must come. Here.

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21:56


I wonder what would've happened if we're not superficial? If we saw beyond what we want, and see what's offered to us. When He offers us something, it's because He thinks it's best for us. If we want something, we do everything to have it. When we want something, we reach out to the closest possibility of satisfaction, and grab it thinking that it is satisfaction. Truth is, we should see beyond that. We should grab what we thought we never should've. And when time comes, and when you realize the mistake, time runs out. Time forbids you to have when it offered you at one point. And you will have the utmost pleasure (sarcasm is an art) of understanding the definition of regret, jealousy, grief, and last but not the friggin least, satisfaction. It satisfies you that you have LEARNED. And when time does roll around, you can change you life.

But time doesn't roll around...

...and my blog post isn't making any sense. HAHAHA. And my random brain is just so...random. =)) I just saw past posts and past messages that got me thinking. IWantToChangeHowMyLifeHasBeen. Make the most of what I have. And I can. :D I have 130947109 more days to come. Or something.

Lilinisin ko ang buhay ko, ang sugat ko, ang dumi ko...gamit ang Green Cross Isopropyl Alcohol. Dahil yun ang katabi ng WebCam ngayon. =)) And I still haven't done anything to catch up with my school work.

I LOVE LIFE. IT GIVES YOU OPTIONS. THANK YOU GOD. >:D< >:D< Ang talino mo.

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Leap Day
Saturday, March 01, 2008

FEBRUARY 29 DOESN'T HAPPEN VERY OFTEN.

And when it does, it leaves its mark.

It's extremely rare for a February to be ended by a 29. (OY MARCI, TAPOS NA FEB HA.) Moving on. :)) As I said, it's extremely rare for February to be ended by a 29, something special. It is, this year. It's the day Ms. *** morphs into a female version of Jun Lozada...to a lesser intensity.

I know I shouldn't be telling this but I want to remember this day for the rest of my life, because even though it's incredibly humiliating and reputation-un-building (?!), it's still friggin' hilarious and it's something I'll laugh at for the rest of my life.

SO. Here. Bo, Ry, and 6 other friends went to AA to watch their classmate Jap perform. The Wonder Bookshop II. Can I just say, you wasted a hundred and fifty bucks for something that shall pass as a group work. HAHA. :)) Sarry! It's the support that counts.

Okay, tinawagan ko si Bo para malaman kung nasan na sila. At para ipaliwanag na hindi sila makakapasok ng libre. :)))))))))) Kurakot ang AA eh, bakit ba. P150. :)) I was with Garci...coz Jesy, Bern, Roan, Mica and Lidi friggin' disappeared. WAHA. They were in front of the theater, and being the hospitable citizens of the Republic of the Philippines that we are, we fetched them. We went to the side of the theater, plotting our dramatic quiet, sneaky entrance.

Then Ms. *** came.

HAHA. Mula sa HS Caf. Takot naman ako, dapat nasa loob kami ng theater nun eh. Takbo ako sa pinakamalapit na pintuan -- MALE WASHROOM...with males inside. =)))))))) Albeit the fact that said males are my friends' friends, it IS humiliating. Pero whatever. Si Garci naman, nagtago din, sa likod ng pintuan ng banyo...SA LABAS. =)) HAHAHAAA.

B: Garci! Pumasok ka!
G: Ha?
B: Bilis!

Pumasok naman si Garci, diretso sa cubicle. Ako nasa sulok. Nakasilip sa bintana. OMFG. Sumilip ako, wala na sina Bo. Si Ms. *** lumampas na.

B: Garci! Wala na! (Rinig pala sa labas)
G: Sigurado ka? *silip*

Sabay balik ni Ms. ***.

B: Garci andyan!

Sabay nawala na ulit.

B: Wala na!

Sumilip ako sa pintuan. Pink ang headband ko. :> Nakita. HAHA. Kung wala kong headband, mukha na kong lalaki. Kaso may headband, BULLSHIT.

B: Garci, takbo!!!

Takbo naman kami sa cubicle. =))

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"BIANCS, LABAS KAYO DIYAN" -from outside. :))

HAHA. HULI KAMI EH. HAHAHAHAAA.

Pag labas namin, tawa kami nang tawa. Tawa din siya ng tawa. Tinatanong bat may kasama kaming lalaki sa loob ng banyo ng lalaki. HAHA. Our answer? "Nagtago po kami sa inyo eh."

Okay. Nakwento niya na sa ibang teachers. HAHA. OMFG. :)) Kung ibang teacher yun, DALI KAMI. See you sa CA's Garci! =)) Ayan tuloy, paglilinis ng ginawan ng Artisans...

Leah: Bianca, Garci! Special mention kayo paglilinis!

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Naghugas tuloy kami ng mga kalderong puno ng panis na gawgaw. =))

ALABSYOO GARCI! >:D<>
FYI. May Strike 2 kami. Kaso it's not as good as this one. This is as good as it gets. So...there. =)) I'd rather not share the next one coz it pisses me off. =)) There's gonna be a Strike 3. Murphy's Law.

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Don't You Know Who I Think I Am?

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Bianca Ruiz;
17;
Assumption Antipolo;
Ateneo de Manila University;
Management Engineering;
Occupation: Professional sleeper; Addiction: The faded era of the orange ball & persuation & color pigments;
True Addiction: Me&You.

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