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Saturday, April 05, 2008

Exactly when I got to fix everything with the two supreme authorities of my short life (next to the creator, of course), she just had to open up all the wounds and rip the peace off their chests.

GREAT.

Now it's back to square one. Back to the cold shoulder and the silent treatment and the check ups with how I'm doing. I FIXED IT, MAN. It took me 2 whole months to bring back what I lost due to that rather unfortunate misinterpretation that little tribal gods whipered to Supreme Authority #1's head, which enraged Supreme Authority #2. 2 WHOLE MONTHS. Gone to waste.

All because she had to dip her dirty fingers into my affairs. My personal affairs.

It's a cycle, really. You mess up, you fix it, somebody messes it up for you, you mess it up again coz you have no more strength to go on, and realize you need to fix it so you do, then someone brings it up again. And so on. I should make a bracelet with colors symbolizing the big, big cycle, you know. And tie it around my wrist to remind me that it's a continuous circle. When you reach the dead end, you start again from the, well, dead beginning? LOL.

Anywayyyy. No names, love. So I'm not violating their code of honor or their dignities or hurting their pride. That's their duty. Apparently. To get the scoop and like little paparazzis jump and run off to the Supreme Authorities like excited little toddlers who found out that Santa gave them a Barbie Doll.

My point: My life, I fix it, she ruined it again for me. I can fix it without her help, thank you very much. At the rate things are going, she just shattered whatever peace I establish.

AND I CUSS, GET OVER IT.

This is me, and let me live my life the way I want to. I'm not telling you how to live yours, I'm just telling you to get the FUCK out of my life. You're DONE. And yes, I said FUCK again. I CUSS. FACE IT. I'm not your perfect little English Rose. I'm much more than that.

=))

For the first time in my whole entire life, my card has been held. :|

Thanks for teaching me a valuable lesson, never trust anyone. >:D< You're the best. (Yes, sarcasm is handy at times. To think I defended you.)

P.S. I'mNotRuiningYourFaceOrYourReputation,IDidn'tEvenSayWhoYouAre.IfYou'reGuilty,That'sYourProblem. :P Have a nice life. (Again, sarcasm IS handy.)

P.P.S. I'm not violating my blog rights. You violated mine. :P

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Bianca Ruiz;
17;
Assumption Antipolo;
Ateneo de Manila University;
Management Engineering;
Occupation: Professional sleeper; Addiction: The faded era of the orange ball & persuation & color pigments;
True Addiction: Me&You.

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