Love, show yourself. :)) (I'm talking to a random cheesecake here, preferably Oreo) I'm hungry. Really, I need sweets. It's all I've been eating the whole day. Anyway, today's particularly weird. I thought I'd get my teeth out already (four, no less), but then my teeth didn't cooperate and I'll have to wait another week.

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I stayed up until 3AM last night (or morning, fuck off) reading this story from Fiction Press. The Red Carpet. :) It's really a mixture of A-list, Gossip Girl (and something else I can't figure out) if I may say so myself. I have a very strong feeling that the writer is Filipino. It takes one to know one. It's just that the housekeeper is Filipino, and to even mention the Philippines...it's rather telltale. Another story, Breathing Life Into A Statue, is more telltale. I now KNOW that the writer is Filipino! Her amusement park's name is Enchanted Garden, for heaven's sake! And she related her tantrums to the Philippine typhoons of July.

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And so anyway, I woke up 11 AM, ready for my dentist appointment. =)) Maybe afternoon? Or late afternoon. I wanted to hang around and have my lazy (non-existent) bum be fulfilled. BUT then, my Dad chose to send a messenger right at that very moment, and he said I must get ready. He'll be the one to bring me to the dentist. (I wonder why?) Surprise, surprise. A very long dentist appointment, indeed.

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My dear dentist chose to introduce me to her patient, Mark (who happens to be the very person who I, uh, fooled with Bo's YM account, it's embarrassing. I never expected to ever see the person. Oh, God.) just because she thinks the world is cute and small. Haha! He's a classmate of Alex's and the rest, so there, dentist thinks small world must go smaller. But then again, since I'm early, I won't be able to fulfill her little wish.

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One of my brackets are off again, wandering all over the place. Okay, maybe just the space in front of the tooth, but wandering nevertheless. I had new black rubber bands! It's BLACK. Emo? Much. And after my little changing of rubbers and not getting my teeth pulled (because it's not ready yet, oh MY), I ordered Jollibee. I've been developing a little obsession with their burger, however monstrously illegal it is that I decide to love Jollibee when I proposed marriage to McDonalds. But their burger it good. =)) Just when the burger decides to come, a little boy opens the door and asks for food. I felt a tinge of pity, but I decided to be an unfeeling, cold, bitch. Hindi ko pinapansin yung kid, I just felt like it. :-/ God, I was such an unfeeling ass. When the dentist gave him a Yakult, then the pang of guilt came. WHATEVER HAPPENED TO WHAT I LEARNED IN AA? I have to let go of this They-are-annoying-bratty-working-for-the-gangs-kids-and-I-can't-help-them mentality, it's EVIL.

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Well, well. See if you're not surprised, while my Dad was having his teeth cleaned, Mark arrived. Tan, tan, tan. I finally meet the person I fooled with YM. Oh, the shame and the guilt. When my dentist was rattling about this (in front of my Dad, no less, embarrassing), I had my hands on my face. Oh, my. : : : Hahaha. I had a chat with his Mom, talking about common friends and stuff. :D And then Dad left. He's off to San Mateo to do some Engineer-related work. I chatted with them a bit more until the driver came to shoo me away. I had to go back, by the way, since the wire wasn't attached.

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We then went to San Beda to get Miguel's books and supplies. I am in dire love with their campus! It is un-freaking-believable. It's THAT new and it's THAT developed? Oh, my. They have pretty washrooms, and a pretty foyer, and a pretty roof. They even have air-conditioned classrooms even though they're in the province for heaven's sake! They are very much like the schools from the States, I think, with their procedures and curriculum. If I didn't know any better, I'd wish I was studying there. But I did know better, AA is AA, and I like it that way. I also saw a bunch of steaming varsity players. On second thought, do I know better? Kidding! How does it even feel to study in a co-ed school? I'm afraid my experience is limited to Nursery school. I hope I can study there for a day, just to see how things go and all that crap. Like hell.

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They even study Mandarin. My stomach sank when I saw my brother's Mandarin notebook. Curse you.

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And then I bought Strepsils, so that I'll have something in my mouth everytime I feel hungry (i.e. calorie and fat-filled burgers), but I ended up finishing the whole pack on the way home. I'll buy a whole box of it then. :x I love Strepsils, especially the yellow one. And here I go again about yellow food. OH MY FRIGGING GOD! Francis Joseph Holgado Marcilla! You are freaking me out! Everytime I think of yellow food, my thoughts go to cheese, and of course thinking of cheese makes me remember Cheese (Francis, yeah) and every time that happens, the guy goes online OR IM's! :o :o :o It's freaky. It must be some sort of a timing spell. Haha! Anyway, back to Strepsils. The prescription, pop one into your mouth every 2 or 3 hours. I finished 8 in 15 minutes.

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LOL. And now I'm home, IMing Ms. Castro about San Beda. *cries* I do love their campus. Very much! They have 30 boys and 5 girls in one classroom. How undeniably TWISTED is that! A teacher's nightmare and a girl's paradise. And I do wanna learn Mandarin. It is SO unfair.

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Whatever, I'll mope here and look at my siblings. Migo and I are close in a way, still close. He hugs me and all. Trish and I, duh? But her being sarcastic and sardonic is getting irritating and makes me want to strangle her, but then I let it go. She's her own self and I can accept that, what bothers me is that she doesn't try to change. Arianne is a different story. She used to be okay, and loving even. She doesn't even ANSWER me back! She's good to me. She WAS. But ever since that gameboy craze... Rest is history. And she's a spoiled ass now. God help her.

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Bye NOW. ANTM finale tonight, watch!