OH BABY. I hope life's a movie, because if it is, then we'll have background music, and when we do, we'll know how we're supposed to feel. Movies always tend to make us onion-eyed or extract peals of laughter, depending on what they want, and that's through music. Why, oh Lord, can we not have background music. But then again, what if we do? Then there'd be the sweet music of chase playing in the background now. Not from a radio, but from the air. How cool will that be? Hell cool. And yet again, a better question, why can't I create music? Oh, unlucky bastard. Bastard sounds so good. I want to write a story. NOW. I started already. A new one. Not yet posted though. I wanna finish Stalker Knot first! I NEED TO FINISH STALKER KNOT. Maybe I'll retype the whole chapter after all.

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I am now officially a Ding Dong addict. You know, the mixed nuts? Costing P1 each pack? Yeah. That. I bought every Ding Dong I saw this morning. And finished more than half of it on my own. I need more, actually. I plan on buying MORE tomorrow.

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I ate my Ding Dong while waiting for Sir Andy to arrive. Dum, dum, dum. Going, going, still going, and still going, gone. I almost left, but Kuya Jim arrived and he said I could paint. So, I did. I did Leo's beach on a really small canvass. It's getting pretty, especially now that the umbrellas are there already. However, the sky's a mess. I wanted clouds, but I keep on repainting it and coloring it and what gives. Based on chance, that sky. And the sea, too. And it gets different every time I work on it! When am I ever going to finish that? By Monday, I suppose, so I can give it to Mr. L already. And oh yeah, I also signed my orchid painting, but I think it needs wee bit more detailing. I have to smoothen the pollen cup, and the backgorund, but I got too lazy. Maybe next time. I signed it, and you know what? It says "Ruiz 2007" in script, and it has a little BEE above the "i". Not a bee-word, a bee-drawing. That's gonna be my signature from now on. Bee Ruiz, I like the sound of that.

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I had a dilemma. I didn't know if I was going skating, or read. In the end, I went to National. No, dimwit, I didn't read there, how in the world am I supposed to when there aren't even any chairs? Anyway, I bought art supplies! I took a really small brush, something like a rigger but with shortair shorter hair. It's about the size of the needle. It's expensive though, P148.50 I think, and it's really small! *blink* And I bought a big canvass, and a medium-sized one, and a new extra palette. I was fine, till I remembered that I needed paint. They didn't have the Reeves set, and I was tempted to buy Winsor and Newton individually! But it was so expensive! *tear* P175-P325 per 37 ml tube, depending on the color. So I decided I won't get it. But my Mom said I could! Sabi niya, "Ano pa kailangan mo?" "Paint, but they don't have the set." "Buy the individual ones." "It's expensive! Next time." "It's the same thing, you'll buy it eventually." "THANKS!" Happy grin. Here are the colors I got: Cobalt Violet Hue, Burnt Sienna, Cobalt Blue Hue, Cadmium Red Hue, French Ultramarine, Cerulean Blue Hue (!!!), Yellow Ochre, Raw Sienna (!!!!!), and of course, the one and only, the magnificent, the extraonrdinary, the color I never knew existed as paint, GOLD. I'm so HAPPY. :>

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I even ate Bolognese out of happiness, I don't exactly like eating pasta as it makes me feel heavy, but it's a pampering food. And of course, blueberry cheesecake and OREO javacinno. I pigged out. Yeah. But I'm happy, so who cares? I didn't go skating, but who cares? I'll do it on Monday! I'm just so GLAD I got my materials. And my paint! The paint is going to last me around 7 to 8 years, I believe. It's absolutely GORGEOUS!

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And then we went home. But not before buying donuts from Krispy Kreme and pigging out again! I'm a fat boar. =)) But I don't care. Actually, I do! Very much. :-( It's SAD, and annoying, but whatever. We brought Migo to his OT, and there was this conversation...

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Migo: Mommy, (something ignorant, I forgot!)

Mom: Hindi, anak.

Bianca: *snickers*

Migo: *abrubtly throws his bag and folders to me!*

Bianca: ANO BA.

Mom: *pinagalitan, etc.*

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=)) Oh my. :) Todo lakas. Pikon siya eh. He's an ass. Really. But then when he's sweet and spontaneously gives me a hug, I love him. :x I do love Migo, but sometimes he's frustratingly annoying and selfish, not to mention hard-headed.

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I'm off. I'll read a book (Only You by Judith McNaught I think). I found my Mom's illegal--a.k.a. Romance--books. Trish and I sneaked out last night, maybe around 1:30 AM, to get books, and hid them at the topmost cabinet of our room. Yeah, that's what my quest for my Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix brought me! I got tired of the Classics after a while, I needed a break from them, but I'll get back to it. :x I especially like Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte. I NEED TO READ IT! I swear.