Okayyyy. Two years ago, I think I completed the 9 masses. And I remember my wish. HAHAHA! Something to do with my Junior Prom and K.B. It's a wish I don't want fulfilled anymore. I can't believe I'm a Junior now and am having ze prom in 7 Fridays. I feel so old, even if I'm younger than most of my classmates (NOT for long! Ha! I'll soon be 16 too!) It's the same feeling I feel whenever I wear my white HS Gala Uniform. Oh man, just about a few years ago, I'd look at the Ates whenever they're in the white long sleeves and pretty collar and think of them as...uh, I d'noe, regal? Old? I never, ever saw myself wearing it. But, in a month or so, I'll be wearing it again. Okayyy, off topic again. See! Sakit ko na yan eh, always, always going off-topic. So, and last year, I think KNOW I completed the dawn masses, and I remember my wish. I don't believe it ever, ever came true. Too bad. This year, I plan on completing it, and I wonder...am I supposed to be *thinking* of my wish WHILE going to mass or should I just wish AFTER I completed the 9 masses? Coz I'm not quite sure what I should be wishing for now. I have 2 wishes, but one is utterly selfish and one's...I'm not sure yet. But say, what if I think of the 2 wishes while I go to mass every morning and then choose at the end? Will it work? I don't think my wishes ever come true. :( But then if they did come true, then the present would have ceased to exist. If they did come true, I'd never, ever have the ideas, the people, the etc. that I have now. Maybe, just maybe, God not giving in is a blessing in disguise? A leeway that led me to the present? Maybe. Or maybe not. Or maybe. Oh man god, GIMME A SIGN, WILL `YA? I won't tell you what the wishes are, maybe they'll come true some time, who knows. And I remember, if you tell someone what your wish is, it won't come true.

Enough ramblings.

My mother woke me up at exactly 3:29 AM. I remember because the moment I opened the bedroom door, my phone's alarm sounded. And I set it at 3:30AM. And I took my bath, and dressed up! And Trish woke up, said she WANTS to go, so she took her bath. We were late...sort of. Inabutan lang namin ay 2nd reading. Haha! Trish kasiiii, next time, wake up when I wake you up. I slept at around 11:30 last night, and I woke up EVERY 20 MINUTES! Either I was excited, or I was dreaming of something happy. Dayng! Shout outs! Hoy Teeeeep, nagsimba ka ba? Hindi kita nakita sa church! But I saw Kuya Ian with the pretty petite girl. Parang last year nagsusulyapan lang sila sa simbang gabi, this year, magkatabi na sila. Heh. Marciiiii, gumising ka ba naman? AT ALYSSA, madaya kayo. Your 'dawn' mass is at NIGHT :

There's something about the priest's homily that caught me off-guard, and that's what I wanted to write about, BUT dangit, I can't remember what it was! All I remember was staring at the lights of the Capiz Parol flashing unceasingly in this utterly timed (albeit ridiculous) pattern. I memorized it. There are 8 bulbs, each located at the end of each of the 8 rays. One bulb's at the center of the star. And little bulbs are at the circle around the star. 4 bulbs will light up, and the 4 in between the 4 lighted bulbs will light up after, so by then, 8 stars will be lit. Then the one in the middle lights up. The first 4 bulbs that lit up will turn off. It'll repeat about 10 times, picking up speed. And then, the little bulbs at the circle will light up now, and I can't get the pattern anymore coz it was too fast. Okayyyy, bored. : Such, such, such a waste of brain cells.

I am going to complete the dawn mass and have a nice wish fulfilled. Wait a minute, I had 2 wishes last year. One wish was to change. I wanted my old self back, I wanted the stupid sophomore gone. And I think I got that wish. I saw the changes this year initially as something that RUINED me, but then, now that I think of it, it helped SHAPE me. I love this year. It seems like got my wish after all. Even though it's not my dawn mass wish. I guess He knew that my Big Wish isn't really what I thought was my Big Wish. The Big Master up there knows. (;

Later's Trisha's AFC Festival. I'm going to bring her to Ateneo, together with Mom. We're supposed to be leaving at 6AM, but it's now 6:14. Search me. And, after that, it's Migo's birthday party at Fun Ranch. I REALLY want a kid's party there too, kaso mukhang malabo. Mukha kong tanga eh. HAHA! Sweet 16 at Active Fun? What the hell. :)) I'm back to Square One. WHAT to do on my birthday! Hey, hey, CPG and LVG, ARE we going to push through with EK? Even though there's no more Space Shuttle, Wheel of Faith (?), Log Jam, and Flying Fiesta? (Sta. Rosa Government closed it. :) You want??? REPLY! Or d'ya wanna go to Global Fun? Or Ice Skating na lang? :

Things scheduled from tomorrow till January 3!

OH MYYYY. I'm so ready for a vacation! FOR SUMMER I'm scared of summer. I'm scared of ALL the changes that'll happen. I'm scared of Senior Year. Hahaha.