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This Is For YOU.
Thursday, March 27, 2008

I FEEL SO NOSTALGIIIIIIC. :((

I wanna cryyyy. Hahaha.

I read my Y!M Message Archives for last year. I'm now on MAY 2007. AND HOLY. HAHA. I friggin' miss the days. The start of my worries, and the reassurance of things not changing. All my fears of this summer, of the following school year, I read it all.

And now, the time has come.

And all my fears have materialized. Changes are EXISTING now. The greatest fears become reality. Thanks for killing my obsession about the past and how many smiles everyone had at that time.

BULLSHIT.

But I'm kinda coping pretty well, don't care. I'm pretending it didn't happen, it's not happening, and it never will.

One thing's sure: THE LOSSES WILL MAKE US BETTER, STRONGER. Because God designed the world that way. ;) And I hate people who leave when they have an option to stay. But then, I love people who WANT to stay, but HAVE to leave, because at least they want to STAY.

Tep, wag ka nang umalis, please.

Okay, I'm selfish now.

*Icon credits: TRISH. And it's Grease for a reason. :)) I miss Grease. I can't find the DVD. I love the story, I hate the guy. >:) He's an ass.

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Bianca Ruiz;
17;
Assumption Antipolo;
Ateneo de Manila University;
Management Engineering;
Occupation: Professional sleeper; Addiction: The faded era of the orange ball & persuation & color pigments;
True Addiction: Me&You.

Out To Me

Dead
Double Dead
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I Constantly Thank God For Esteban Hearts

* scent of paint
* Books (with the S)
* Debate!
* Basketball (End Here)
* Tickets and jellybeans
* Reese's
* sofas
* Da Vinci, Monet, Progress, Progressive
* loving && much more loving
* Touch screen @-)
* Candy && Chocolate Bars && String Cheese!

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